Tuesday, January 19, 2010
I'm feeling really down now..Did i handle it wrongly again or.. ?I have no idea at all.Why is it so that some pple can scold the hell out of someone and after that treat it as nothing ever happen and acts normal again.It's just so hard for me to accept the words that come out from your mouth.Every hurtful word just make my heart broke into smaller and smaller pieces.I don't like it when pple scold vulgar or say horrible things to me. I hate it.Why all the reactions and emotions that I'm having now?What's wrong with me again?Maybe it was all because I just felt scared..It is a kind of feeling that I don't know how to explain in words.But one thing I know for sure..I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU AGAIN.
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