Saturday, December 19, 2009
I don't feel good=(Anyway, today was a really busy and tiring day..Walked like so many places, here and there, esp with the wrong shoes made me feel like dying! toes super painful=(In the end, got to help out at Wisma for sales event till abt 7 plus then met up with Kat first as Ting got last min work to finish up. Everywhere is super crowded today! We queued like 30-45 mins+ for a Japanese restaurant at ION. Ordered food and almost finishing then Ting end work and travelled down from Raffles Place. By the time she reached was almost 930pm! We wait for her to finish her main dish and ordered dessert. And we left the restaurant at ard 1030pm.. After that, went to walk around some of the shops which are like going to close.. haha! & home sweet home.. Really had lots of catching up! Meet up again soon=)I hate the feeling of not being trusted. Esp when all that I said are the truth and pple just ask questions in doubt like as if you have done something wrong or hiding something. I totally dislike this kind of feeling. So I have chosen not to explain too much as I'm too tired and not in the mood to at all. Furthermore, I have already made my promise and I will definitely stick to it this time round. You can decide whether to believe/trust me or not. As long as I know that I have done nothing wrong and have nothing to hide. That is enough.----------I thought about this in the morning on my way to work..Have you ever help someone & end up suffering yourself? Is it worth it? If you see someone suffering, would you go forward to help? Have you considered before?If you choose to help, you might end up suffering yourself. Some people might praise you for that whilst some might just scold you for being stupid enough to make yourself suffer for the good will of others.If you choose otherwise, you feel bad seeing someone else suffering. Some pple might say that you are bad while some might just think that it is alright as long as you don't harm yourself by helping others.What if something you are going to help is by giving away something that you have waited for long and can't bear to forgo?So.. Would you choose to be an angel, help others and suffer yourself? OR to be devil, ignore and keep yourself save from all the hastle?It's so complicating huh..Why does human needs to have so much emotions?
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