Thursday, September 3, 2009
I hate the me now.. feeling super useless and helpless..I can't seem to fall alslp at night..feeling tired of crying to slp all the time..but i just can't stop myself from thinking of you..Have you woken up?Have you eaten?What are you doing now?Are you going out today?Where are you now?Who are you with now?What are you thinking of now?Are you back home yet?Have you fallen alslp?Are you resting well now?Will you even think of me?i felt like messaging and calling but..i controlled..think twice.. & i'm worried that..I might disturb you..I might make you feel irritated..I might make you feel angry..again =(I dun want to.. cos it will only make me feel worst..but if i do lose control, please forgive me..I thought of you all day today..did you even think of me for just one second?
11:48 PM