Girl, it is not your fault at all.
Actually I don't blame you, seriously.
So there is no need to apologize, no need to feel bad..
If you really do like/love him, fight for your own happiness.
Only you can bring him happiness now which I no longer can.
So don't let go of your own happiness as well..
There is no need to care for my feelings, really.
I will be fine soon, I guess.
Even if you do return him to me, his heart will no longer be with me.
It is far away from me since then..
It was my own fault that I didn't cherish him in the beginning.
When I come to realise how much he is to me, it is way too late.
It was my own decision to try my best to hold on now when I know that it is impossible.
Knowing that it is impossible, I still continued to do my best, hoping that a miracle might just happen.
But each time I tried harder, I felt worst..
So I shall be the one to leave and let go instead..
Cause I am really tired of crying, tired of waiting,
tired of holding on to something that does not belong to me anymore..
All the best to you & him.
& I mean it.
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It's time to change yourself. Stop being so stubborn, speaking without actions and being so insensitive. It is not going to win her heart and you will just make her feel insecure and lose confidence in you. If you really do care & love her, show it and not just by using words. Action always speak louder than words. If not, it will just seem so fake. & If you can't handle relationship and friendship well, then don't try to woo girls and after that hurt their feelings. I have been through it and totally know how it exactly feels. If you really do love her, put in all your heart to treat her well and spend more time with her. If you can't even do such simple actions to the one you love, then forget it. Because it will just mean to me that you don't exactly love her and just want to play around. In that case, just go back to your friends which you always give priority to. Stop hurting anyone.
I don't wish to see anyone ending up like me..