Saturday, November 10, 2007
ok.. seriously i'm in no mood now.. seeing my names everywhere is nothing good.. haa.. & i guessed i really need to solve this prob NOW.. & it's mainly between me & shirley..hmmm.. i'm not gonna start a fight or another fight here, just hope that i can put an end to any misunderstandings, conflicts or anything.. not trying to be some hao ren or wat so ever just really hope that this, which i nv ever wanted it to happen, to come to an end.. firstly, i want to say.. i really have nothing against u, shirley.. yep i agree that i was abit sianz when u suddenly came in halfway during css2 & started supporting zj when all the while, it was only me going reporting etc.. but i have nothing against that.. i would be more than happy if zj had more supporters & i dun mind making friends etc with other zj supporters just like some others i have made like delphina & xinyi.. i guessed it might be that we had noe each other in a 'wrong' way from the beginning?? i'm not too sure.. or maybe all along there might have been lots of misunderstandings like u thought i am bu shuang with u or i thought u r bu shuang with me.. & that might have caused it getting from bad to worse as we had nv had the chance to talk it out & solve it since we nv even talked to each other AT ALL or BEFORE in the first place.. so it's kinda contradicting how we can actually have so many 'conflicts' when we dun even really noe each other AT ALL.. seriously i have asked myself before y cant we be friends & support zj tgt instead & not having to 'snatch' with each other?? but at that time, i thought i would be just being silly if i were to start off to talk to ur abt this, as ur might think that i'm being fake or something & making it worst? now i kinda regret not doing so.. cos at least i think the 'things' happening now wun be how it should be? not too late to solve this prob now rite?
hmmm.. if any of my friends make u unhappy or anything, i shall say sorry on their behalf.. sorry.. & i will try to prevent things like that from happening ya? & i believe only 2 hands make a clap.. so both side r in the wrong actually.. so i sincerely hope that u & ur friends would also refrain from scolding my friends etc as well.. they r just trying to help me out here & i'm sure ur friends would do this for u too.. so let's not make this worst, ok? =) to my friends: thanks guys.. i appreciate it alot for helping me in any ways but hopefully we can learn from this tgt & not create anymore conflicts alrite? world peace! =X i really dun wish to see unpleasant comments ard affecting anyone of us.. esp u great guys over here.. thanks so much! love u all! =) to apple: i really really hope u can delete that post.. just dun wish to make this worse ya? please do me this one little favour.. just take it as i beg u? i have nv beg u before lor.. i would really appreciate it if u do so.. thanks apple.. =) to christy(someone i saw from apple's blog & i have no idea who u r): hmmm.. not trying to scold u here or anything cos i noe all friends would side their own friends.. but i just wanna clarify some things.. it's not right to say that zj is a two-faced person.. not trying to side him here or wat.. but i guess it is just tough being an idol? it's really hard i guess though i have nv been through it but i think it is.. esp the ways they have to treat fans.. zj is just trying his best to treat all his fans equally? & not bias on any side if he can? but it is really not easy to do so i believe.. he is really nice to actually still treat any fans nice even after the competition without anymore voting etc.. so no motive involve here at all.. so i believe he is just being a nice idol who doesn't wang en fu yi.. so please dun named him as a two-faced person when u dunno anything? thanks.. =)
to zijie: i dunno if u r gonna see this or wat, but i'm really sorry to have caused so many troubles for u.. really felt bad not being able to allow u to have 'peaceful & harmony' fans.. dui bu qi..
yep.. & i shall end here.. anyone seeing this post who has any comments or spamming etc just feel free to do so.. but i WOULD NOT entertain any of them unless necessary.. thank you! =)
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