Friday, February 23, 2007
ytd just went for X-ray & doctor's appointment.. long waiting again..(maybe this time a bit faster ba..)the X-ray still can see the crack of my bone.. still not joined back yet.. haiiz! but the doctor said it usually will take awhile.. my mum asked the doctor if its possible not to take out the metal plate.. then the doctor said best is to take out cos i'm still young.. better to take out abt 1 & half years later.. haiiz.. I can't imagine having to go through everything one more time..staying in hospital.the surgery.going unconscious.dressing again & again.taking off the stitches.therapy & more therapy.plain food.one-handed.extreme pain.suffering.worrying.sleepless nights.crying.daydreaming at home.rotting.wasting more money.everything over again.actually i guess its ok for me.ok for me to go through this again.but ALONE.really dun wanna make my family to go through this with me again.i dun wanna make them worry.having to trouble them once again.haiiz.='((
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